ctayd's Journal

your smile
it is your smile
i look for when
i seek you
it lights your eyes
and i feel my pulse
in my neck
my skin warming
when our eyes touch
i can tell your smile
across the distance
and feel the heat
in your eyes
even when directed
another way
the tilt of your head
the way you move
gives you away
and i feel lost
in that moment
before we touch

wanting dreaming
i see glimpses of you
here and there
swish of skirt around your legs
laughing eyes flashing
you haunt my dreams
skin i have not touched
body i have only imagined
you stand before me offering
you stand beside me inviting
and then the sun erases all
until i see the glints in your hair
the next day

hidden in the night
i see the moonlight
falling across the floor
and think of you
from the day
how would you look
in quicksilver light
how different would you look
once revealed to my lips
how different would you feel
if i could reach out
and touch your skin
rather than brush past you
in the day

secret desire
just a glimpse
curves seen in a moment of time
frozen in a frame
running like wildfire
even after the image has faded
i see you
even in your absence
painted on the walls
glowing in the dark
i see you moving
and feel the heat

teaching and learning
i see you
take your seat
across the distance
from the lectern
crossing your legs
down front
settling in
the movement of your
body before me
magnetic pull
seizing me
curves under cloth
eyes flashing heat
and i only think
of kneeling before you
to press my lips
to your skin

watching and wanting
wondering if i would see you
in the hall by my office
before class
in a skirt
how short
leaning forward to ask a question
that your proximity
steals the answer to
making images in my head
of your fingers
removing clothing
one button at a time
revealing slowly
in your room
as if i were there
my eyes drinking you in
dropping the skirt
before turning
to face me

hollow
in a moment without warning
i think of you
images come unbidden
flooding flashing across my minds eye
i have seen you revealed
without tasting you
i have watched you
wanting you
without feeling your skin
warm soft beneath my finger tips
the echo of your form
curves of desire
haunts beneath my skin
as if a memory
never lived
the whisper of my lips
against your ear
stirring air with desire
my fingers drawing letters
on your skin

wanting
my fingers knew
before i was aware
moving along my thighs
with you in mind
woken from the depths
of the night
only a glimmer of light
on my skin
my finger moved
surrounding moving as if
i were deep within
you
if i were looking at your
eyes lips to lips
as we move together
i would be lost
in you

released by restraint
held firmly
with no responsibility
what happens is beyond
control
taken by the waves
of heat
washing over skin
by touch of fingers
and lips
drowning in the moment
expanding beyond
the field of knowing
taken by the touch
taken by the force
of desire

these words for you
read these words
as i think of you
do you feel the touch
of my lips by your ear
as i whisper each word
as if a kiss
do you feel the warmth
of my fingers
on your shoulders
with each written image
can i lean closer now
my lips against your skin
my arms slipping around you
asking

wanting you
what is wanting
what is wanting
you
magnetic hunger
stealing will
stealing thought
supplanting reason
your eyes
become the center
of the storm
i see the heat
reflected
unable to break
gaze
as our hips connect
and part
connecting again
lips meeting
with our hips
until sight is
gone
leaving only the
rhythm of our hunger

whisper
the night is set in motion
though the air hangs thick
and still
your lips are soft beside
my ear
your words electric thrill
whispered heat
drew images
in darker shades of want
the hunger will not disipate
the flare of need unmet

taken by a dream
in a night
without moon or stars
i fell completely
without warning
i saw you
though you were not there
i felt you
though i was asleep
your eyes flashed heat
you stole my heart

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